You could, but you didn’t.

You don’t stay on the phone with a friend for more than four hours. You cannot ignore this girl for up to months at a time then suddenly start texting her again with even the mundane details of your life. You shouldn’t keep giving her the illusion of false hopes by making grand plans and constantly talk about us and we.

You unknowingly make a girl happy when you loyally count her allies as your friends and bash her enemies to verbal pieces. You make her heart swell when you voice concerns over her safety and well-being. You have no idea how many grins you have put on her face when you entertain her madness. You cannot imagine the immense joy you instill in her when you casually weave her into little bits and bobs of your life.

You wouldn’t know how many times you have pissed her off too though. You should know better than to ignore her while you’re entertaining the world. You made her feel used at times. You cannot use your nonchalance to feign ignorance. You are making her extremely frustrated with your resistance.

You don’t, but you did.
You cannot, but you can.
You shouldn’t, but you did.
You didn’t know, but you have.
You did, but you shouldn’t.
You didn’t know, but you did.
You couldn’t, but you have.
You wouldn’t, but you did.
You should, but you didn’t.
You shouldn’t, but you did.
You cannot, but you are.
You are, but you shouldn’t.

xoxoxoxo.

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